I decided to clean out my closet this weekend. This is a task I had put off for many years because it was just depressing. There wasn't a lot in there that fit me for most of these years. Much to small. This weekend I found out there still wasn't a lot in there that fit me. BUT this time, it was too big! I finally am FEELING smaller. I have not got a lot left in my closet. It was time to let go of my fat girl feeling. I no longer have a closet full of fat clothes. And YES, I got rid of the sweater in the dreaded before picture. I don't ever want to look at that again! I saved a few of my favorites just in case. I have no plans to ever need them again, but it may be a good reminder to have them so I can pull them out and see how much I never want to be that size again. I suppose I should have saved the sweater, but it makes me want to vomit! I bought myself a pair of workout shorts this weekend and they are a MEDIUM! A MEDIUM!! MEDIUM MEDIUM MEDIUM! I haven't been able to wear a medium since high school. I just feel so good right now.
I had hit a plateau. For a full month my scale didn't move. So I doubled up on my workouts, zig-zagged the calories, tracked them much more carefully this last week. Saturday morning I was down one pound. It's only a pound, but it's a very important pound. The scale moved! I couldn't be more thrilled. Now to keep it moving. . . . . . .
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